When I look at these pictures of me, I feel so many mixed emotions - I realize that I was not fat, but thin. And it shows me how my perception of my body was wrong. Today, I'd do anything to be like that again but I can not because that would mean that I want to be anorexic again and I don't want to! I want recovery more than anything in the world! I hope that one day I would lose the weight I gained because of binge eating and I would be able to find a harmony between my body and mind. #onedayatatime #letgoletgod #recovery #staystrong,bebrave #warrior